im not sure how to conquer them there are certain things i cant look at without jumping or freezing which is dumb and i hate it but i guess mainly even though i would like to conquer myself im not sure where to start is step one acknowledging how awful that all was because i checked that off but i dont know what step two is even though i talk about looking yourself in the eyes i dont think its me i have to look in the face and accept and acknowledge there are some things about it that ill never have answers to and theres someone ill never be able to speak to about any of it and thats maybe the person i most need to say things to but even if i did that im not sure what would come next
maybe i should think of what id say if i could though ive never really bothered to consider it
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there are certain things i cant look at without jumping or freezing
which is dumb and i hate it
but i guess mainly
even though i would like to conquer myself
im not sure where to start
is step one acknowledging how awful that all was because i checked that off
but i dont know what step two is
even though i talk about looking yourself in the eyes
i dont think its me i have to look in the face and accept and acknowledge
there are some things about it
that ill never have answers to
and theres someone ill never be able to speak to
about any of it
and thats maybe the person i most need to say things to
but even if i did that im not sure what would come next
maybe i should think of what id say if i could though
ive never really bothered to consider it