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Carmen Sandiego ([personal profile] doitrockapella) wrote2017-06-25 10:23 am
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Carmen Sandiego
"History will be kind to me, for I intend to write it." —Winston Churchill


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parodeity: davesexual @ DA (STUBBORN 🎧 fuck no)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-13 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
im not sure how to conquer them
there are certain things i cant look at without jumping or freezing
which is dumb and i hate it
but i guess mainly
even though i would like to conquer myself
im not sure where to start
is step one acknowledging how awful that all was because i checked that off
but i dont know what step two is
even though i talk about looking yourself in the eyes
i dont think its me i have to look in the face and accept and acknowledge
there are some things about it
that ill never have answers to
and theres someone ill never be able to speak to
about any of it
and thats maybe the person i most need to say things to
but even if i did that im not sure what would come next

maybe i should think of what id say if i could though
ive never really bothered to consider it
parodeity: ikimaru @ tumblr (TIME 🎧 sweatshirt)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
what do you think i should do about everyone else in the meantime
if im like
working on the thing
parodeity: davesexual @ DA (STUBBORN 🎧 fuck no)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
all of them but for different reasons
like i said i dont trust the trolls entirely rn

but the other two

id like
to maybe tell them on my own someday
or id like to think maybe someday ill be capable of that
and i dont want to do it like i did the last two times
in panic
because i had no other options

but maybe because i want to
and i dont want that to be taken away from me
maybe
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2/2

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
(also it did

i can only freeze ppl for 5 minutes tho)
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[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
yeah maybe
i can only range about a week back and forth rn
and i dont know if ill be ready then

but
maybe itd help to say some of the things ive said to you
i dont really know

i kind of wish i didnt have any of these memories so i wasnt obligated to cut myself open for everyone to see
but i do
so i will

writing the world stuff down would be easier than saying it out loud though
mostly because
its bullshit and confusing
parodeity: life-writer @ tumblr (AMUSED 🎧 and content aside)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh. he hasn't had a place to run away to since yuri left, honestly. ]

thanks
if you ever want me to freeze time for you
i can
for five minutes but
like if you want

and thats not a bad point

thanks for talking to me carmen
i think i kind of know what i want to at least try to do now
parodeity: kaarkles @ tumblr (RAD 🎧 shades x-men)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
i think im willing to try to talk to john about it again
but i think maybe through text
because thats always a little easier

i do better with escape routes
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[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
oh man you dont know about mewpac macklemeow
here


[ have a picture of a mutant kitten ]
parodeity: (HEH 🎧 sure thing)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
yeah she was created through genetic engineering i think
anyway isnt she the cutest little mutant monstrosity ever
parodeity: piapb @ tumblr (AMUSED 🎧 you wanna go bro)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
last month she showed up following my roommate around
but we both remember her
my sister does too
so
probably they sent us a mutant cat
parodeity: nubbybuns @ tumblr (YO 🎧 you make no sense)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
actually
i dont think theyre keeping them anywhere
parodeity: captaincrapster @ tumblr (HEADPHONES 🎧 listen)

[personal profile] parodeity 2017-11-14 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
tbh i dont think they have some like
vault of all these items or anything
my best guess is that like us and our memories
those are things that kind of boomerang back
or that they have to grab when they can uncontrolled?
because like
ill buy they know about our lives
and can gauge what sort of things will come back
but changes of things like those fruits
i think maybe its just an effect of
idk
whatever reconstruction thing theyre doing
so i think maybe she just straight up didnt exist here
until she did
?

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